This body I have now Is the one I wanted in my 20s, The muscles on my arms, my stomach Defined, Promising the attractiveness I was so sure Would snare The love I craved. Here, at 53, this body Slower but more athletic, Stiffened, but more limber. At my age I’m told No tank tops, no sleeveless, No fitted anything. Age, designed to be One more shame, Of this body old enough To know old enough, finally, To love the love of itself, This mother loving a son, With no partner, no backup, No need Beyond the need Of knowing herself. --Irena Praitis